AIRRRRRPOOROORRRTS
I hate airports. I have spent about a third of the last week at this particular one.
I suppose it’s that time. Time to say goodbye and whatnot.
I don’t know how easy it will be to get on the internet in Cuba so I will be going quiet for a while.
I am going to carry on writing, only in a journal that A bought for me for christmas which I love. When I go back somewhere that allows me to do things with computers, maybe I will scan in the pages so you can read all about what I got up to.
And photos! I won’t be able to post any photos. I hope I find some FAT bandwidth when I leave Cuba…
Mexico has been really cool. When i left the USA after New Year, I wasn’t looking forward to coming back. I was tired of it. That is until I was flying low over Mexico City and I realised how familiar it was. It has become a good friend of mine, a place where a lot of important things happened, important memories made (and lost) and I will never forget my time here.
But enough of the nostalgia, I am looking forwards!
Magdalena read me a horoscope which talkied about making things Gourmet enjoying every moment for what it is. This had a special resonance for me because sometimes I feel like I let things pass me by, i stop noticing the small things that make the big things what they are. I don’t really make resolutions but this is a contender. Stop and notice what’s going on once in a while and look at things. I need to learn to notice my surroundings, not merely be geographically in them.
I also want to start playing chess. I have images of a park somewhere in Havana where I will go and find a grumpy old gent to teach me Chess, he will be course at first, but he will warm to me and teach me more than just Chess.
That is my imagination in action. It’s like a movie.
I will call it…
Grumpy chess man.
Yes.
I feel bad about leaving too though. All I want is for Magdalena to be happy and my going away is stopping that. I feel it’s selfish of me just to up and leave when we have such a good thing.
I don’t know what the future will hold for us, and that is comforting. I don’t like to plan things and, this sounds horrible but, I see this as some kind of test. If we can make it through this and still feel the same at the other end, then what we have really is something special. I want so much for that to happen but like I said, it is not up to us to decide yet, only time will tell.
The Beatles song Wait is EXACTLY how I feel.
How cool is that.
So yeah, my possible internet silence begins very shortly…
Good bye! (but not forever)
Paz y Amor
xx
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